I just want you
to take my hand
And to lead me
Somewhere
Only we know
I just want you
to take my hand
And to lead me
Somewhere
Only we know
☹︎︎ Unsure
I want to be different; no that’s not it, I want to be new.
In the sense where I won’t be afraid.
Afraid to speak,
Afraid to tell others my feelings,
Afraid to say who I am,
Afraid to stand up for myself,
Afraid to be the person I want to be.
I’m tired of it but there’s not much I can do to fix myself I suppose.
Don’t get me wrong there’s nothing really wrong with me, I’ve just assumed that my actions or lack of actions are what make me wrong.
I don’t know who I am, I just know what I want to be. I’ll be lucky if I make it there.
I’m scared over nothing. But deep down its something? I’m not sure what it is but i just feel my fear and i hate it and like i don’t know what to do anymore.
I can’t wait anymore. I need you here. I need to share my life with you and I need you to share yours with me.
What if you’ll get tired of me? What if everything will be ruined? What if we’ll stop talking?
“A tender kiss for your forehead is waiting upon my lips patiently..”
I will give you that and so much more - Eue